You also made your first friend, the dining room chandelier. When we lay you down on your changing area [formerly known as the dining room table] you stare at Chandy and hold lengthy conversations. What they are about we can only imagine, peace in the middle east? the world cup? I think we could leave you there all day and you would be perfectly content. I’m kidding ofcourse. Chandy is great but your true BFF is your nani. You both can sit together and chat and laugh for hours. Everything you do certifies you as the next Einsten in her book, she is so proud of you. Jub bacha atha hain sub rishtay badal jathain hain. [When a child comes all relationships alter] You have made me a mother, my brothers into uncles, and my parents grandparents. Seeing them enjoy you is a joy I had not fully appreciated until now. You have no idea little one how many people lov.e you.
I hold you, kiss you and cuddle you as much as my heart desires. Some say it creates a habit where the child always wants to be held. Always? Will you want me to hold you and kiss your fingers and toes ten years from now? Even a year from now? Doubtful. So I let myself take in your sweet baby smell and cuddle that sweet soft baby skin. This newborn time is a precious time, it will be gone within a blink of an eye.
Your legs used to stay curled in fetal position despite the open space around you. I joked that you thought yourself still inside me. But just today I see your legs no longer curl, they stretch into space you now realize you have. I was surprised by my reaction to this development: tears. Children grow up and we wonder where the time went, or how they grew up so fast, I look at your legs that now straighten instead of fold and I realize it happens subtle moment by subtle moment. You will always be a part of me but bit by bit the distance between us begins to stretch.